Mourning a loss...

It goes without saying that a loss of a friend is heartbreaking...

Not sure what to say. Or how to feel. Bottling up my feelings isn't helping. Holding back the tears, only to find myself crying it all out in my car earlier this morning. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT. God damnit. I had so much more I wanted to say, and I just don't know where to begin.

Numb. Not for the loss of life, but for the loss of a wonderful inspiration to many people in this world. She was someone who once told me, "Honey, you're fabulous. People see it, people know it. You're a modern day Audrey. If only she was asian, and darn loveable." It's not the content of what people say that makes you remember them, it's how they made you feel when they said it.

People come and go. People come and go. But once in a while, you'll find yourself in the presence of someone wonderful. Be glad they crossed your path.

I know you're looking down on me from above. You're always with me, sweetie. Rest in peace, M.G.